Scrambled Eggheads!

That is exactly how my brain feels. A lot going on in it and mushed all together that is resembles a scrambled egg.. So my apologies for my scrambled thoughts.

I feel like I am being pulled in a hundered directions. Everybody wants me to be there for them or do something for them. I have this bad habit of trying to make everyone around me happy. I am "The Fixer." I put all my time and effort into things, don't get me wrong I love to do it, but sometimes I would just like to have a little bit of control and not somebody constanltly looking over my shoulder and wanting more. Give me a little bit of credit and know that I am not going to slap some piece of crap together and give it to you. It seems like today people have less and less faith in one another. The theory "to get it done right, I'll just do it myself." Yes I am guilty of this too....but I also know my limits. However if time and time again prove that I am capable of doing something, then for crying out loud LET ME DO IT! I guess I need to just take the time for me every so often to keep my sanity!

I truly need to start a fashion police list. I need to keep a pen and paper with me at all times and write some of this stuff down! It's just comical! I mean yesterday I was sitting at a restaraunt outside and more then half the people that walked by me must have "forgot" to check the mirror. I mean from WAY to tight jeans that resembled a breakfast item (were talking "muffin" top here) and a "dressy" version of gym clothes. I mean your leggings tucked into knee high boots and and scarf over your tank top does not make you a fashionista. Don't get me started on the crocs, or Ugg boots....I mean if your feet are cold enough to wear those then you should wear pants and a long sleeve shirt. Not a cut off mini skirt and a tank. Your sending mixed messages!

Week 2 at the gym was interesting. I mean when you completely burn out a muscle group that is completely shaking when your done you think to yourself "hmmmm probably gonna suffer for this tomorrow." Well yes, I am thoroughly exhausted when I get home, take a shower and crash. It feels so good. However, the next morning when I think I am going to be suffering, I am sore for about 2 hours then I am good for the rest of the day. Then I think to myself, should I up the weight? Naw! It's just week 2 can't burn out my muscles out yet, but it's truly interesting to see the change already. No I'm not a model yet, but I can see the little flab on the belly trimming down and my dancer legs are starting to return! YAY! You know what they say, muscle has memory. It probably helps that I have cut way back on the soda and the sweets while at work. Stay tuned.

Sorry for the rambling....just needed to get some of it out. Looking forward to my weekend at Disney and seeing some family and our Goddaughter! I'll leave you with a little thing to make you smile!